Well, as you see I have officially fallen off the lose weight wagon?? Now, big shocker right? I don't understand why I lose the motivation..maybe because it's hard? I have been doing nothing, but drinking soda, eating out, only eating once a day (large amount of calories), and not drinking water once again! I know that I want to change...and I need to change....so maybe the 100th time is a charm? What do you all think?!?! I guess I shall try again. After all tomorrows Monday right? Lets make it a good one. My updated weight.....*covers eyes*...is.....230 lbs......the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I HATE IT!!!! I won't promise that I will stick with it because as you see I continue to fall of the wagon, but I will keep trying every time I fall. So, that large McDonald's meal that I just had today will be my last..Now i'm not going to lie I'll miss it !! Those fries are so crispy and golden brown..mmm...but if I don't stop I'll be living in my bed with people waiting on me hand and foot (Not a bad thought jk jk)! So, anyone have any motivational words for me? How do you stop the falling off the wagon thing??
